When the Lord tells you to do something, you better do it.
Unless you want to end up like Jonah. Chilling in the belly of a over sized animal for three days.
If you want to be blessed in what you do. Then what you do better be what God has called you to do. Besides, whatever God has called you to do is far better then what you want to do. No matter how your current situation looks. Good or bad.
And remember in all you do, keep worshiping!!!